Hey you guys.

Don't get hurt over seeing me like this.

I'm doing fine, I really am.

My gosh, these days there are so many things to prepare and all that and so many deadlines to meet. Which reminds me of a quote I once heard before:

'I love deadlines. I love the whooshing sound they make as they go flying by.'

:D

I know. I'm really doing better, guys. No more I-want-to-end-my-life jibes anymore.

Helped Mau, Daren, Bryan and Sean film today.

The last time I ever filmed with them! I'll never see them again aft tonight. Ahhh. I'll raelly miss them. Even though I just got to know the guys they're really sweet and I really enjoyed all their gay jokes. Really looking forward to Year 3. I hope it'll be better.

Yes, Raey, all your smses are not in vain! Fresh new start in 2009!

Dawn, Yanwen and Char, I know it really hurts you to read my posts sometimes. I swear I'm trying really hard to acknowledge the love. Thank you all so much.

Cheryl YES I'LL LINK(:

Everybody else, thanks for tagging. It really means a lot.

OMG Teachers' Day's coming up and 6A we are having an outing to the Bedok Mac you HEAR?

And see Ms Chua too!(:

and yeah my class movie theme is STEP UP 2 :D :D :D

Thanks, Sha, for helping me choose the outfit.

And I can't waitttt to se everyone in their bling this Fri!

But right now gotta chiong my Sci reflections and flunk chengyu tmr. Darn.

You think I could hand up my Sci File one day late...? :x

Y7:50 AM

Wheee.
EDS Drama Practice now.
I really can't be bothered to blog about my life anymore.
Can I ask? What is life's purpose?
I don't see any reason for me to go on waking up every morning and dragging myself to school just to get my ass-existence battered to a pulp every miserable day.
I have no friends. I only have myself and my family and they're not with me half the day.
I thought I had people who cared for me. Maybe I just don't deserve the lot.
The people I trusted and cared for, the people I thought I could lean on, all have turned against me and every waking moment I wonder if it's my fault.
Maybe you heard it from other people. Maybe all the rumors portrayed me as bitchy, or backstabbing or ruthless or cold, or without a soul.
But why don't you give me a chance to explain myself?
Why won't you give me a chance to make amends?
Why won't you give me a chance to apologize? I ask for your forgiveness only. That's all.
Not your friendship anymore, because I know we're too screwed to ever go back to the way we were before. It hurts a hundredfold more than what happened, because now the whole class has turned against me.


Had a Dove body talk today.
I never realized that Barbie was that disproportionate. :x

Y1:34 AM