Wheee.
EDS Drama Practice now.
I really can't be bothered to blog about my life anymore.
Can I ask? What is life's purpose?
I don't see any reason for me to go on waking up every morning and dragging myself to school just to get my ass-existence battered to a pulp every miserable day.
I have no friends. I only have myself and my family and they're not with me half the day.
I thought I had people who cared for me. Maybe I just don't deserve the lot.
The people I trusted and cared for, the people I thought I could lean on, all have turned against me and every waking moment I wonder if it's my fault.
Maybe you heard it from other people. Maybe all the rumors portrayed me as bitchy, or backstabbing or ruthless or cold, or without a soul.
But why don't you give me a chance to explain myself?
Why won't you give me a chance to make amends?
Why won't you give me a chance to apologize? I ask for your forgiveness only. That's all.
Not your friendship anymore, because I know we're too screwed to ever go back to the way we were before. It hurts a hundredfold more than what happened, because now the whole class has turned against me.


Had a Dove body talk today.
I never realized that Barbie was that disproportionate. :x

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